I don't usually post any sort of "status" update thing. Not even on fb or any platform really? I never saw the use other then to post art lmao, but I just don't know how else to write about what I'm feeling and be open about it at the same time. So I'm posting this on a site that no one I know nearby will see or find. So the thing is, I'm feeling so utterly like a terrible waste of space. I can't sleep and I'm letting my studies go and it's really just, getting on me. And its nothing new, I've really always been like this, upset or alone or just feeling like no one understands. That sounds really sad but it's not like that. I see all the peop